Nobody ever replies to my entries here, and in a way, I'm glad.

On the down-side, it means that sometimes I feel utterly alone and like I'm just shouting into the Nothingness of the Internet.

On the up-side, nobody's here to condescend to and snap at me when I merely express my opinion. Nobody's here to snarl that I update too much or that I shouldn't listen to my dreams or that my dreams are stupid. Nothing like that.

But on the other hand, it's like the end of Evangelion. A world in which you are alone is not much of a world at all. You define yourself through others; without friendship or warmth of closeness, you are not much in the world. You may have your own world in which you merely float and bob alone, unrestricted by others, but it's a very dead, quiet place without others.

People say EVA was hard to understand. I don't think it's hard at all.

And sometimes I think I'm going to end up like Asuka. "I don't want to depend on others! I'll depend on myself!"