You know, I don't even KNOW if the Rockfish Fall Festival is a costumed affair or not, but I'm slaving away on making a nifty new costume anyway. (I'm done with the raver-devil costume.) Now I'm working on a raver dragon. It gives me an excuse to use up all that blue fabric I got several years ago for Christmas and never used. So far, I've made dragon-ear-things and I'm working on a tail. I have the other pieces already--blue-toned shoes, jeans, blue tanktop, black overshirt. And throw it all together, I've got a decent costume!

Of course, I'm looking forward to all the bizarre looks I'll be getting. It's not a Halloween party, it's a fall festival. But what-the-hell-ever. Every festival is a good reason to dress up as SOMETHING or another. Why not now?

I still have to go get some glow-sticks and a flashlight to carry with me, since it'll be dark by the time I get home. Also, I have to bum $5 off of Mom again, because they're chargin' admission, and I don't have a dime.

My brother's coming over later today. Yayz! Josh is cool. X3 I wonder if I could swindle him into letting me vacation at his house in Trade? As long as I get back before November 16. Grandma Allie has eye surgery that day, and I said I'd keep an eye on her for a few days afterward.

I'm bored with being here. Bored and lonely. There's nobody over here that wants to be friends with me, and believe me, I've TRIED. Hanging around the two stores at the corner, walking around the neighborhood, starting up conversations with strangers... and here it is, I still don't have any friends. Even my online friends don't pay much attention to me these days, and that's pretty low. I wanna go to Trade--Josh says there's "my kind of people" over there, just wandering the streets. Maybe I'd have slightly higher chances of meeting someone who could tolerate my presence if I was stationed in a hippie town for awhile. And even if I didn't, a change of scenery would be nice.

The lady from FTCC still hasn't called. I'm getting annoyed with all of this.